1 year

It has been a year since we contacted AIAA and sent our our preapplication for adoption of our 4th child. With the slowdown in Korea, I wonder about our child. As I pray, I ask God to protect our child and prepare him/her for this journey. Our baby has already lost their birth mother and is now attaching to a family that he/she will also lose. I wonder what my son or daughter is doing, how old they are, if he/she is happy, healthy. I also doubt myself at times. Am I prepared? An email back from Tammy at AIAA states that they anticipate a few referrals in October or November, although she is uncertain if we will be on that list. If not, we wait until next year.

I believe in my heart that this is the path that God wants us on. I am not sure what the future holds, but I know that no matter what, God will be with us and guide us.

For now, we continue the wait.